If you don’t want me in your life, say it to my face. Not that I will instantly go away, but maybe, just maybe, I’ll attempt to make things less awkward.
A play on words....
Amanda. 17.
Loves: Sweet tea, candy corn, Harry Potter, friends. I'm photogenic. ;D
Say Whatttt??
May162011
March202011
“Tell all the Truth but tell it slant—-
Success in Cirrcuit lies
Too bright for our infirm Delight
The Truth’s superb surprise
As Lightening to the Children eased
With explanation kind
The Truth must dazzle gradually
Or every man be blind—-” Emily Dickinson
Success in Cirrcuit lies
Too bright for our infirm Delight
The Truth’s superb surprise
As Lightening to the Children eased
With explanation kind
The Truth must dazzle gradually
Or every man be blind—-” Emily Dickinson
March152011
Rejection
Let’s just say it sucks.
12AM
BEN BOWLBY! STOP! LOL!
(via theanatomyofayellowbird)
12AM
patronsaintofliarsandfakes asked: i just want you to know that someone loves you. no matter what. (:
Thankyou:)
March142011
My hart to you Kristina:)
(Source: heavysoul, via theanatomyofayellowbird)
8PM
patronsaintofliarsandfakes asked: hey! I LOVE YOU OKAY.
Why? haha!
12AM
(via theanatomyofayellowbird)
March132011
Suprise!
I have always wanted a suprise party! Never did get one til today! (I told my aunt that I wanted one but I didn’t think they were going to do it!) I was actually suprised! Apparently the plan was for my Aunt T and Gma to take me Bra & Pantie shopping (they still have to take me regardless) and we were going to pick up aunt T before we got to the mall. We’re down the street from her house and I see lots of cars. Not thinking about it at all (there were a lot of people outside across the street so I though the cars were from them) but then I saw a blue Chevey van with a little Cane Bay marching band dude on the back. I froze. I was so afraid that my ex was here. Then I saw my dad’s car and I though “Is he going to shop with us?” —dumb, i know— I walk in and apparently I looked super confused.. and I was. Supriseeee! haha! He didn’t come But his mom and sister and cousins came. I love them regardless. The party was great. I was so suprised! No clue. At all. Haha. I pay no attention to my surroundings everrrr. They even gave me hints now that I think about it! I’m so oblivious! Blah! My cake was sooo amazing! It was lopsided and pink and white and black and had vanilla on top, red velvet in the middle, and Strawberry at the bottom! LOVED IT! My presents were great too. But I was happy the most about mostly all my friends being there:) Go yall for keeping a secret for two weeks! Haha! Thank yall for everything!
-<3
7PM
bold what you have done
My personality:
- I’m loud.
- I’m obnoxious.
- I’m sarcastic.
- I’m cocky.
- i cry easily
- I have a bad temper.
- For the most part I don’t like people.
- I’m easy to get along with.
- I have more enemies than friends.
- I’ve smoked weed.
- I drink coffee.
- I clean my room daily.
My appearance:
- I wear makeup.
- I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
- I wear contacts.
- I wear glasses.
- I have/had braces.
- I change my hair color often.
- I straighten my hair.
- I have a piercing.
Relationships:
- I’m in a relationship now
- I’m forever alone
- I have a crush
- I’m always scared of being hurt
- I’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
- An ex has physically abused me at least once.
- ive told someone i didnt love them when i did
- ive been in love more than 2 times
- I believe in love at first sight.
- I believe lust is more important than love.
Friendships:
- I have a best friend.
- I have at least five friends.
- I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
- I’ve beaten up a friend.
- I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
- I can trust at least five people with my life.
Experiences:
- ive been on a plane
- I’ve been on a train.
- someone close to me has died
- I’ve taken a taxi.
- I’ve taken a city bus.
- I’ve taken a school bus.
- ive gone bungee jumping
- I’ve made a speech.
- I’ve won an award.
- ive spent 24 hours straight on the computer
- I’ve been in a physical fight.
Music:
- I listen to R&B.
- I listen to country.
- I listen to pop.
- I listen to techno.
- I listen to rock
- I buy CD’s.
- hardcore
- metal
- punk
Television:
- I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
- I watch soap operas daily.
- I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
- I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model.
- I’ve seen and like Popular.
- I’ve seen and like 24.
- I’ve seen and liked/loved CSI.
- I’ve seen and like Everwood.
Family Life:
- I get along with both of my parents.
- My biological parents are still together.
- I have at least one brother.
- I have at least one sister.
- I have at least one step brother/sister.
- I have at least one half brother/sister.
- I’ve been kicked out of the house.
- I’ve sworn at my parents.
- I’ve made my parents cry.
- I’ve lied to my parents.
- I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
- I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
- I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
- I’ve been grounded.
- I’ve walked out while grounded.
Hair:
- I’ve been brown.
- I’ve had streaks.
- I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
- I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
- I’ve been blonde.
- I’ve been black.
- I’ve been red.
- I’ve been light brown.
- I’ve been blue/green.
- I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
- I use conditioner.
- I’ve used silk therapy.
- I’ve used hot oil treatments.
- I’ve curled my hair.
- I’ve straightened my hair.
- I’ve ironed my hair.
- I’ve braided my hair.
School:
- I’ve yelled at a teacher.
- I’ve been suspended.
- I’ve had an in-school suspension.
- I’ve been sent to the principals office.
- I’ve walked out of class.
- I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
- I’ve skipped a whole class for a month.
- I’ve failed a test.
- I’ve cheated on a test.
- I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
- I’ve failed Art.
- I’ve failed P.E.
- I’ve failed Math.
- I’ve failed another class.
- A teacher has called my parents.
12AM
Beauty.
(Source: backgroundsandsuch)
12AM
patronsaintofliarsandfakes asked: i couldn't help but noticed you have an ask box now :D
I do! It’s very exciting.
12AM
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
Probably my phone. Sadly, I’m addicted to it. Ha.
12AM
Funeral
Thursday was my first funeral. I don’t want to make it all about me (even though this is my tumber) but I must admit that I didn’t think that a funeral could be this ugly. I mean.. they bury people in the ground.. I think I’m so afraid of being buried alive that I think that I may magically come back to life and I’ll be stuck in a coffin 6 feet under until i slowly die.. again. How lovely. Also funerals are supposed to be sad and moppy right? Uhh… apparently not in this generation. I noticed giggles and laughter during the service.. (which btw: apparently they are making all of us feel guilty about not being a Jesus freak.. I mean I love God, and I believe in a higher power.. I just have so many questions and it goes against my way of thinking sometimes.. idk) also it was a tad over dramatic at the burrial.. okay let’s face it. it was realllyyy over dramatic. Like three girls were “scream-crying” about how he died and “why!? why him!” okay first of all: 1. His parents are sitting right there. I’m sooo sure they want to hear all that. and 2. You are being sooo over-dramatic.. Did they even know Ronnie that well to cry like that? I mean seriously. Ugh. Whatever. It was depressing regardless. So.. yeah.
Afterwards.. A group of us went to Waffle House. This is usually the place you go to after something epic happens. So we found it necessary to go. Let’s just say it was and interesting night consisting of driving, pooping outside and in target, visiting Whetherstone, and random scandals in the passenger seat. Go best friend! … anywho.. It’s was an interesting Thursday. It was so interesting it blew my mind away and I had to skip school Friday. So all day Friday I practiced all of our concert band music. I’m proud of myself. I love playing tenor sax. I think I would have been really good if I had started in middle school. I’m going to miss it so much next year.
Okay. Thanks for listening to me ramble.
-<3
March52011
Prom… lovely right?
Current song: Build God, Then We’ll Talk - Panic at the Disco
Let’s just say that I regret not going to prom last year because I hate being left out of conversation. And that was what the topic was for the rest of the school year. I refuse to be left out this year. So I not only will treat myself to my school’s crappy prom they are hosting this year. I shall also be attending Stratfords. Just because I can. I have found my dress, I will hopefully have a date, and I will have fun. Okay. I’m done ranting.
<3 - hart
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